Yes yes..I'm crazy about them

Yes... I am crazy about BABIES!

How can you not be?

With those big blue eyes...

the cute little button nose,

the tiny tiny fingers..

the soft downy hair...

the chubby cheeks

And the HEART melting innocent smile.

Oh How I Wish I can pick you up,

and love you..

Hold you in my arms,

kiss your cheeks...

And breathe in the lovely scent of your innocence..

YES! I AM crazy about babies..

BUT...I am not sure.

Whether I will have one of my own someday...

OR even IF I want to,

or able to..

RAISE My Baby to be a good one

WiLL I?

Kaya

Today at lunch I saw...
A HomemaKe Kaya.

Hahahahaha...

Once..I am

Now....I was

Will I be?

Figure it out.

i was happy....blisfully unaware.

n then...suddenly!




u came ~

hrmmmm...

Hrmmm....i'm definitely addicted,confused,lonely,messy.

Sometimes... i wonder...what is the point of our existence in this world? Nah...not really.Its just an extension of my

manic depressive self.

Confusion, its a part of people. How do i choose? do i have a choice? Is there signs? A beginning? An ending?

Addiction is a powerful thing. Once u get it, its HARD to run

away...away...away...

Messy...Messed up...Absolute.

Missing....

I miss you miss you miss you miss you.....

73%

Restlesssss....

My first blog post and its being done at the office...at approximately 7.38 pm. Sad..isn't it? 2 be such a slave to one's own work. But that is the norm in today's world. My heart bleeds with anguish and restlessness. I yearn...2 go out n play, but that is not such a possibility in the current time. It is the only thing that makes me happy. It made me suddenly realize of my love for it, deepened my conviction, but alas...it is not for me all the time. Oh please...please...!!!!!...i want to!!!!!!....my tears is bottled up inside. Makes me wants to jump up n down tearing off my clothes! AAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!......

I HATE YOU!! I HATE YOU!!! for doing this to me. but still....i need you. Oh...i so so so so... need you.